Med

Overall

• End up thinking too much, not actually doing much. Pacing around for hours coming up with interesting ideas.
• No motivation to do thing / general 'enjoyment'/happiness.

• Still procrastination, (although more focused procrastination). Leading to somewhat arbitary/random activities.
• One day spent organising a section of the rockery in the backyard.
• Two days spend trying to build a microprocessor in Minecraft.
• Two days spend researching manufacturing microprocessors in general (optical stereo lithography).

• Often feeling exhausted or 'burnt out' a lot.
• More anxious.

1-2 weeks

Mostly seemed ok. But effected sleep quite a bit, Paxam didn't seem to be anough and I had a very light sleep where I was still thinking while being asleep.

1 month+ started feeling terrible in general, exhausted kind of sick some stomach issues. Also on minor stimulant at the same time. Possibility of unrelated sickness. But I think most of that happened the first time around to a bit of a lesser degree so it seems more liklely to be the medication.

Maybe became 'immune' to the level of medication and had some kind of withdrawal?

Wouldn't that just happen at higher dosages?

After than wen't back to normalish, feeling kind of drowsy. Able to do somewhat productive work but had also fixed my sleeping pattern at the same time which was more likely to be the thing that helped. Still thinking for hours about things.

Day

Took at 7:00

End up walking around thinking until about 11.

Exhausted at 11:30. Feeling hungry.